When the music stops playing...

So i think i love someone...not sure....either way -EW

I dislike how much it dominates our thinking time , when you like someone how often do they come into your head , a little to often in my case. It always seems to happen to me when theres a exam or when your ment to be listening to something really important.
It mainly happens when im doing nothing though, for example i was playing Beehive Bedlem (im so damn COOL) and i realised the whole time i was playing i was thinking about him..
I dont know him that well or for that long , and i dont quiet understand why i like him so effing much!
anyhoooo...

Im getting really fustrated because i feel like i cant talk to anyone, i have many friends , wonderful friends, but that means nothing if you cant talk to them.
Sometimes i think the only person who can help you is yourself...
Since i moved into my dads my life seems SO boring , no drama, no running away, everythings so bloody perfect , which in my eyes is messed upppp!

I need a job. Someone gimmie a job.


hmmm.....what else.....ermm......A-levels are banging. Yep yep.

i need to sleep. bye.

London Underground

Every week i spend and average of 11 hours on the underground , thats nearly a whole day , now because of that i see alot of things and also learn alot.
What i love most about it all is those funny moments were everyone wants to laugh but we don’t because were 'British' and 'reserved', well im not i just laugh and look like a twat.
The funniest thing i saw was a woman ran for the train and one of her heels fell of before she got on the train she had to grab it before the doors shut , but then she bopped down the carriage , that i just laughed at loudly - and that is why i dont wear heels FOOLS lol
I do love it when someone embarrasses themselves , like when the heads get hit by the doors, or when the run for the train just as the doors about to close and they do some Indiana Jones dive into the train then the doors shut and everyone looks at that person like there crazy , funny times :) i must say ive definitely had my fair share of moments, falling onto the train , falling off the train , accidentally throwing a pen at someone’s head, slapping someone’s head on the way out (no joke , and he was bald), its worse at the station , i ALWAYS fall at Acton town , without a doubt!
The underground can also be a little freaky , see some weird ass people on there. For example today a man started singing Frank Sinatra whilst trying to steal someone’s book?! wth?! And there’s the lot i call the 'Canary Wharf' lot , those people with blackberry , suites and trainers , umbrellas on sunny days , briefcases that smack you , the big newspapers, the lamest conversations '-i like brown' -'nice', and the constant staring at your non-High St.Ken clothes ha ha.
Then there’s romance on the underground...o yes romance, you know when you see someone nice and you do the 'eye contact' thing , i do like those moments , there’s even a whole section to it in the London paper LOL

So yeah i love the underground! So Bloody much!

:)

peace like

Im secretly The Stig

I dont like many things , i think theres this added pressure to be negative and if your not then you must mental or gay! ( i love both kinds )

So i dont like

- Politicans, who actually put them incharge?
- Parents they fuck you up they do , god bless you Larkin!
- Violent people , especially towards kids URGH
- Girls , there so petty and empty sometimes
- Smokers , 'manic depressives', George Bush - Get over yourselves

On a positive note i like

- PENGUINS C'MON!
- The 90's
- The siblings god gave me!
- Jelly sweets :)
- River Phoenix/ Jeff Buckley R.I.P
- Jeremy Clarkson HE should run the country

:) x

Ah noobie

I dont think anyone will read this but still hey im new!

i made a blog to share things in my life that i dotn really want to share with most people, like crazy messed up times to really really good times.

I assure you my life is interesting , and wont know anyone like me.

a few facts bout me:

- my english and grammer is awful

- i LOVE watching films

- my life is empty without music

- blerg (Y)

- i want to marry James Franco yummy

yeah thats it