When the music stops playing...

So i think i love someone...not sure....either way -EW

I dislike how much it dominates our thinking time , when you like someone how often do they come into your head , a little to often in my case. It always seems to happen to me when theres a exam or when your ment to be listening to something really important.
It mainly happens when im doing nothing though, for example i was playing Beehive Bedlem (im so damn COOL) and i realised the whole time i was playing i was thinking about him..
I dont know him that well or for that long , and i dont quiet understand why i like him so effing much!
anyhoooo...

Im getting really fustrated because i feel like i cant talk to anyone, i have many friends , wonderful friends, but that means nothing if you cant talk to them.
Sometimes i think the only person who can help you is yourself...
Since i moved into my dads my life seems SO boring , no drama, no running away, everythings so bloody perfect , which in my eyes is messed upppp!

I need a job. Someone gimmie a job.


hmmm.....what else.....ermm......A-levels are banging. Yep yep.

i need to sleep. bye.